13:34 - Friday, Nov. 14, 2008
le creux de la nouvelle vague
Bon, I think I'm depressed again. I didn't go to work today, yesterday neither. I missed 3 out of 5 days last week. I might have found a loophole in the system: when you don't call in sick, nobody notices, and your paid your whole day anyway. Well, that happened to me a couple of weeks ago. Not sure it'll work for this and last week, I'll find out when I come in to work monday morning and look at my pay stub.
Not sure what I'm depressed about this time. Maybe that's the definition of it. If I knew, it wouldn't be depression, it would just be me being sad about something, and I could eventually get over it.
Bought World of Warcraft 11 months ago to go out less and stay home more. But for the last two weeks I just stay home and play all day long. Much cheaper, but worst for my mood.
I've got a new apartement that has paper walls, although it is a 3 1/2. I have a table and chairs in the kitchen that are stil in the box, I haven't gotten around to put them together yet, and I've been here 1 1/2 months already. I should put some music on and go do it, NOW!
But I won't. Well, maybe, but I have to take a shower first. Didn't bother to yesterday.
